Everyone you know...someday will die?"
These are just thoughts on junior year so far. I woke up at 6:30 today. I still have a few hours to myself, which is really nice. I could strip in the kitchen and sing songs from musicals without being caught, and it would be silly and fantastic and normal. But I am typing right now, because it takes less effort.
I just had cake with ice cream. I'm playing with Chapstick. I'm going to get more cake. I'm being a woman right now.
My sentence structure is very exciting. It goes subject-verb-something. Life is great.
Junior year has made me more aware of death. I have known about it for some time, but junior year is making me think about it more often. No, I don't want to die. Please do not worry. It just calms me. You know, I'll have a test two days from now, and I start thinking about how unprepared I am for it, instead of studying. And I think and I think and I think until I eventually start to think about how it won't matter when I die.
Never mind, I'm not going to talk about junior year any more than I already have.
Today is nice.